Straight hate

Well, I have a new boyfriend named Manuel Q, We've dating for about 9 months now... we took about 2 weeks off. (lets not talk about that.) But anyway , Everything has been fine, but recently i went from staying @ his house every night , every day to maybe once a week, because i pay 750 for a bedroom i never sleep in, but we've been fighting like crazy since i started staying at my house. God forbid he comes over to my house, I mean seriously can't even get him to come over, EVER. So annoying, might have something to do with my roommates BIG scary dog that were not supposed to have. anyhow, other than that everything is great. 

why is money such a big deal? i hate it.
Chad and i broke up on st. patties day, sucks...but eh.
im paying my whole rent now...which is badass, but it def leaves me really broke all the time.
i hhate writing in this thing but i need to vent somewhere.

i love my life at the momment, i do need someone

Its offical after 9 months were finnally dating.

Well my life has been awesome, full ups and some downs.
i've met a great group of friends here and they're amazing.
I also have chad witch is going good, i can say.
ahh i dig him.


i'm  also getting eat shit covered up. WOOOO!

Well lifes been very intresting...been wild. I haven't been hurting that much.

Well my birhtday fucking blows, and i'm not going to vegas like i wanted too...rad. sike.

fuck everyone. every man for them selfs. i need the fuck out. i need new sane/good people in my life.

laters.

what thw fuck ia wrong with me?

Well, I've been living in San Luis Obispo,ca. Its real fun, I mean I need to make a few more new friends but shits working out. I'm super poor, really blows whale dick. I have thee worst job in the world, I'm job hunting so gnarly right now. 3 days a week just wont cut it. Maybe when school starts but not now. Anyways, Coreys in jail and I'm super bummed out, I miss him so fucking much. He would be at my house just waitin for me to come after work, he tells me the sweetest things ever...God having like a really positive bestfriend like him has been helping me and my self esteem. I've also come to relize that friends I used to be close with, have been fake and ignorant the whole time, and i honsetly don't even care to speak to half of them agian. Everyone is just hoax dude. But anywho..I'll be updating more, if any of you assholes care. Goodnight.

<3lo

ps get me some friends on this shit, i need some advice.

well I've come down to the fact, you think youre better... and its getting old.
Ive always come to the fact that i drink alot and i love it, and vip in bars is rad.....greygooooose got ya loOOOOOSE.

SMILE
WHEN
IT
HURTS

oh AND FUCK YOU.

lake girls are easy....my life is so out of control right now..,...TRUST NO ONE.

i ju8st want to find a good dude already... fuck.

well i'm the biggest bro in the world, i went to the lake all weekend....and drank so much beer and anythings else...and saw the hottest bro boys ever. It  was such a fucking good weekend. i love camping. i have a house at the lake but i decided to camp. i took gnarly ass esctacy and tripped hard and slept in the public bathrooms.... WOOO I LOVE DRUGS.
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suck me off i got my stomach tatttoooooed. woo.